Happy New Year

It's here a new year time to start over fresh make new goals and resolutions! Thank goodness because I was so sick of last year I didn't follow through with anything I started last year or the year \before that for that matter everyday of 2011 was a reminder of what a goal setting failure I was. I'm just now writing a new post  after the first and only post I wrote two years ago, can you guess what my goal was two years ago....ha so hows that for achieving my goals.
Not this year though I'm sticking to what I set for myself, this is the last year of my twenties and darn it I'm starting aaaaand finishing something this year. I was thinking about it the other day I went from turning 21 hanging with my friends to WHAM married with three kids. I have spent the last 7 years getting pregnant, being pregnant, changing diapers, potty training, and car pooling! No where in there did I do something for me so this year is all about me and yes of course the kids and the hubby too but I'm putting me first so I'm going to take a new class of some sorts this year and meditate and do yoga and be more calm and patient with the kids and I may even try to spice things up with the hubby if you know what I mean. All I know is that it's time for me to find what makes me feel alive again I don't want to start my 30's off in the same rut I'm in now and I don't want to look back years from now and say I should of done this or that in my 20's! Wish me luck , this is my year!!!

"MOM......I Love You"!

Oh how I usually love hearing those 4 beautiful words....but lately they have a different meaning comming from my 4 year old! He uses these words as a way to judge how far away from him I am, for example if he is in the livingoom watching cartoons and he cant see me because I'm in the laundry room which is in plain sight he starts using the "Mom I love you" to see if I'm far and then hes okay BUT if I happen to run upstairs for something and I dont hear those loving words watch out he turns into crazy monster child screaming and crying and running laps aroundthe house to find me.
In the begining it was cute you know the kind of cute that a boy is with his mom but this has been going on three years now and frankly Im exhausted. On top of having a 4yr old with seperation anxiety my 2 1/2 yr old is going through the worst case of terrible twos I have seen yet!!! Thank goodness my 1yr old princess is so laid back otherwise I may be bald by now!
On the upside nap time is in t-minus 30..and me and my bath have a long overdue date today. Hey I may even throw in that stress reducer cd and renew myself for the second half of the day.